I've always had a way of getting guys to do weird shit that turned me on. I mean like sex stuff they wouldn't normally do, and frankly stuff that I've never thought to do either. Just something that I thought of that day and then made them do it. And sometimes I've been able to get chicks to do fucked up shit, too, like this little chubby chick last year. She didn't start her night thinking she was going to go down on her first pussy until I made her want to. Her boyfriend did not expect a finger up his ass, but then i was doing it and he let me. The look on her face was amazing and so surprised. Weird right? Because I'm actually not that convincing in my real life. I'm a waitress, I do charm old guys into huge tips. But the greatest thing in my life, for years now, has been getting guys (mostly) to do what I want while I get myself off.

OK, here we go, it actually started waaaay back with my cousins but I'm not going there. A great memory though was my senior year, I had really started coming out as bi and it kinda made me more popular. I'm at this chicks pool party, a few guys were putting us on their shoulders, the girls. I Climbed up on this guy's shoulders and kind of wiggled my pussy through my bathing suit, wiggling on the back of his neck so he knew I was there. It only took about 3 seconds for me to have complete mind control of this guy. I leaned down and told him I want you to crash into Kayla over there. And then pretend that you're drowning. He was like what? and I said - just play along. We're gonna pull you up and it will be great. Just pretend that you're passed out like you were drowning.

So he crashes into them and I immediately start to fall and pull Kayla's top completely off, total high school movie style, but i gave it right back to her. Then my buddy Caleb starts just floating face down. I actually really did like pthis guy, I had always thought he was super cute. Never did anything with him. I just thought he was a cool guy and I wanted him to have some fun. Kayla, the chick whose top I just tore off - it was her party.

I kind of made a scene and got people to help me pull Caleb up onto pool stairs. Then Kayla trying to hold her top-up and cover her little tits, comes running over screaming. I told her to be quiet and help me with CPR. So I'm pushing on his chest and telling her to blow air into his mouth. Her little titties are hanging out and she's sucking face with my friend, Caleb, who totally gets it now and was 100% playing along. By then I was getting really excited kind of fake pushing on Caleb's chest and I can see that he is super aroused. Hopefully, from when I was rubbing my pussy on the back of his neck but who knows?

Obviously everyone's gathered around and some of the drunk guys are laughing and hooting yelling ‘blow blow’ to kayla. I just got carried away and told her -it's not working. His blood isn't flowing to his brain. Look how hard his cock is. It means the blood's not flowing. We have to wake him up. She's like -I know, wake up! Wake up! Hilarious, so fucking dumb. And I'm like - just rub it with me and maybe it will wake him up. I had just barely begun to touch the front of his shorts and she reached down and started vigorously rubbing up-and-down his shaft like she was trying to warm it up. Honestly, I do remember being pretty surprised and worried I'd gone too far. Chicks had their phones out...

But it wasn't the first time I'd done something like this so I knew why I was getting turned on, and that I wasn't going to be able to stop until I got what I wanted. Which was for my buddy to blow his load in this party girl's mouth. Fuck her anyway, She always wanted to be the center of attention, now she was.

She's rubbing underneath his shorts and I kind of pulled them down a little bit, and said - it's not working, we'll have to suck it. But again, I just kind of picked his fucking crazy rock hard 18yr old dude boner up and then looked at her, like c'mon, and she immediately started going down on his cock like crazy. Except now as usual I was kind of jealous, And started rubbing my clit a little bit, I remember i even slipped my finger under for a quick second. I figured nobody was going to notice, everyone would just be staring at her sucking his dick, which everyone was, and my fingertip felt so cold on my clit, and felt a little wet and my pussy felt hot on my cold finger. I know I didn't get off or anything.

But Caleb really quickly blasted a lot of cum Into Kayla's mouth. She jerked back so quick and acted like she was gagging. But I yelled - don't stop. It's working! You can't stop! And unbelievably, she just kept sucking his cock and he's roping cum in her mouth and everybody's laughing. And then Caleb pretends to wake up.

We're all cheering and I yelled - Oh, thank god, Caleb, she saved your life. Kayla saved your life. You should kiss her, like in the movies!

I know, fucked up right? But this is what has always gotten me off. Probably because I read my mother's fifty shades of grey when I was a girl, my therapist says...

I said- go on kiss her! and kind of push him at her and she doesn't move and he just does it. Kayla had his jizz all over her mouth and he just leans in and kisses his own cum! Kind of ashamed, but I'm getting so horny, remembering it. I've been rubbing myself the whole time trying to do this with the dictation app. I hope it doesn't look stupid. I've got a bunch of examples, I know my girlfriends love hearing them, but sometimes are freaked out, like I'm a supervillian or whatever.

I was certainly was much worse in college. Let me know if you want to hear more, but this is already too long.